What do i do when everything i do is wrong. There’s been times in our lives when we do things just to do things. Well, I did. I took a lighter for no reason. But, I’m not going to do anything with it……. Ugh, what do I do because everything I do is just wrong. Smh. Can anyone answer my question What do I do?…….. Do I do Nothing at all???
Okay, have you ever wanted to be temporarily out of the world? Well thats how I feel sometimes when I’m getting in trouble or in a argument with my mom or step dad. I’m not going to kill my self for sure. Like my step dad is nothing that important that i would take my ow life because he’s annoying but I’m thinking about weed. I know whatthinking why weed it makes your head spin and shit. But i don’t care, I don’t mind taking the after effects as long as i feel good and temporarily out of this world. Right?
Is your friend more valuable than your life? Is it really worth is to get yourself hurt for a friend? Friends come and go, and in time of trouble they leave you hanging so tell me is it really worth it to go to jail or loose your own life for a FRIEND. Family yes, because they will always be there for you. You may not always agree but they are there for you. Boyfriends no, because like friends boys are like buses they come and go as they please. as soon as the driver gets its passengers there on their way off to some other place. So tell me now is it really worth it?
Let me tell you about this experience I had. Recently some girls from the park want to fight me. Why you ask. I don’t Know I’m a sweet kids. lol. But some girl hit me up on aim asking if i have problems with her FRIEND. So I’m like what’s to it. Then as the conversation goes on. It just so happen that she told me that today (8.10.10) I’m going to fight her FRIEND and her FRIEND don’t want to fight me she will fight me and that I should bring a knife because she going to slice me up and kill me. Now I know that your thinking. This girl is going crazy after someone she doesn’t know and for a FRIEND.
Life is to short to be wasting it on friends that won’t get you no where but to jail but believe you me I’m not going down like that. Im a surviver. There’s only one person who can protect me and thats God so lets really see if my face going to be looking different I don’t think so. :) ;)
Lately I’ve been tlking b my bestie and he tells me dat he’s sick or his house and he wants to leave or die. That, that hurts 2 hear ur bestie say he wants to die. But that is not the best ckhoose beckuz God ckould never 4give u 4 killing urself beckuz u ckant repent. Never kill urself sometimes everyone has dat feeling dat dere sick of dis world but in da end all ur work will pay off. Life sucks sometimes and u jus have 2 live it da best u ckan. If u read dis da message i want u 2 get is not 2 runaway bckuz u will have nowhere 2 go, dont kill urself beckuz ur hurt da ppl u love and ppl u never wanted 2 hurt, and dont take it tlk 2 ur parents or da ppl bothering u things might ckhange.
You think you have the best of friends den u hear dat dey did da most messed up thing. and all she can say is it not a bet we was jus saying. No, still wrong. I would never do dat and u stand dere and at like u not hurt but deep down ur crying in a shell 2 think dis wat my bestie think of me. And she laughs like everything ok. Itz not. U treat ha like a sister she asked 4 da truth and i gave it 2 u. smh. No u friends and let dem really no u
Why is it dat in life parents cant love dere children and let dem have fun at da same time? Some parents r overly protective and want the best for there children. But where’s the trust. They say u need trust in every relationship. Den y is it dat parents cant trust there children. For example, if u cant trust ur daughters judgement on who she date and u tell her never c dat guy again. What do u think she gonna do? Sneak out and c him anywayz!
U try 2 b overly protective and it jus pushs kids away from dere parents and cause dem 2 do bad things. In life sometimes we jus need 2 learn the hard way!
Lets not make it a parents V.S Children war. Just listen 2 ur parents sometimes there right u no. Lol like dat time my mom told my ll sis not 2 go skool on da last day, She aint listen and she went den came home crying cuz dese 2 girls punched her in da face 4 no reason den da whole family ended up beating da crap out of da whole grimmy 90z park. smh. but it was fun. Family bonding :-)
OMG! Had da best frigga day every. So far my week has been awesome and no one can stop dat shit. Monday, I went 2 da beach wif da fam. and went 2 c my bestie b4 she left 4 Jamaica. Tuesday, I went 2 chill wif my babe and bestie in da park. lmao oh yea dat was hella fun. And Today woah Today, I had a waterfight in front my house den i was chilling wif da babez in front da crib